I used to get high off of our memories

Not anymore. That was the past. Things have changed dramatically. I view you as a stranger now. Even after saying that, I know if we start talking it'll be like old times. I don't want it to be like old times though. Ignorance was bliss. Now I realize that. Fuck the ignorance and the deceiving bliss it comes with. I'm much smarter now. I'm not the same person. When things go bad between you and him, I won't be there this time. I won't be there listening to you cry about another guy until 5 A.M. For that I am proud of myself. You don't realize this. You probably never will. That's ok because I do. And that's all that counts. I'm not mad at you. I'm not going to sit around and think about all the things I could have done better. Not going to even think about the things you did wrong. I don't have time for that now. TV and masturbation has cut into that time.