Take responsibility

Of your own actions. You are in the position you put yourself into. Nobody else is liable for this. It is very easy to blame circumstances and other peoples actions for your fuck ups. Don't do this. I believe that stupid shit happens to stupid people, so don't do stupid shit if you don't want bad shit to happen to you. What is stupid shit? Pretty much anything that you have to think twice about doing. It's not that hard to figure out. I am Baliwala. I am where I want to be in life. That is all.